Hi all,
My last post was October 2008. Such a long time indeed. 2 years 3 months to be exact. A lot of things have happened. I’m not sure if I can continue blogging, or even if anyone still visits my blog. But I remember that once, this blog was a place I can let my heart out, to record the lesson learnt from life, and to let people watch me (when you know you’re being watched, you tend to do things more carefully, to make sure it’s right – so it could be a good thing).
Anyway, looking back, reflecting on my past 2 years away from my blog, I realized that I’ve been away from communities in general. And I believe this 2 years would always be an important part of my life.
The years I was struggling with a signifcant sin.
The years I was struggling with low self-esteem, low confidence level.
The years I spent looking for what my calling is, and where God’s leading me.
The years spent away from family, friends, and loved ones.
The years I learned what love is, and what losing one means.
The years I learned of humility, that you’re nothing if not for God’s grace.
The years I learned of forgiveness, especially to those who hurt me.
The years I learned of hope. That despite all the turmoil and problems in your life, hope would always be there.
And I know looking forward, it doesn’t stops here. Problems and questions and struggles would always be part of our life. One thing to remember is that God’s love would never change. And He would be the one leading in front of us. All we need to do is to follow Him step by step, and never let His hand go.
God Bless, and I hope I can share more things in the future =)
